A long rest from civilisation

Back from the partial-retirement from Blog world. 3 months is indeed a long time, except that it feels just like yesterday since I've created my last post. Recieved complaints here and there about my blog inactivity. Well, my answer to that is just my unwillingness to indulge in my own thoughts and feelings lest depression knocks on the door in attempt to fill my mind with unwanted memories.

Orientation 2 was just over, and I must admit it was a wonderful experience for me to be able to take charge of the year 1s and the OGLs. I learnt a lot from the OGLs and the students. And I was able to understand why things happen the way they do. It was no easy feat to garner the support of the school for activities during the 3 days, but there were times we did succeed. Success is what we deem it to be. If we think its a success, it is our success. I guess it all bows down to perception.

Work is piling up...and I'm laggin' dangerously behind my friends. But thats the sacrifice ya?

Work aside, Badminton nationals are approaching! And I still have not regained my stamina and speed yet. Anxiousness amidst calmness. My mind is at rest but my body seeks exercise.

Currently still telling myself to involve in relationships till I'm older. But it's all about fate. If I find a girl before I'm 20, then I have nothing to say, because I kept psychoing myself that my heart ceases to exist before 20. But there are just so many things beyong my control.

Mind's in a state of confusion and unstability. Hope a revolutionary movement doesn't start now inside my head. I require some break from the hectic school life. Perhaps a trip to somewhere peaceful would help.

Guess I shall add a new entry some other time, hope not 3 months away. Ahhh, maybe not that long.. haha. =)